Dec 28, 2003 01:41
i'm so awestruck(sp).
tonight. i will stay awakje all night and write about the ronnie in my little book. all the little things that i love about him. maybe a nice long thing about how i feel. because right now i feel so consumed by love that i just might die.
i'm so amazingly calm right now it's insane. i might cal the ronnie just to hear his precious voice. it's amazing to be able to actually hear his smile over the phone. he makes me so insanely happy. i've never felt like this. i've never givin anyone a long enough chance to love.
love is beautiful.
you will forever be beautiful to me.