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so oscars been gone since thursday. it really sucks. the way its looking is that hes gonna stay in LA and go to school there. he only needs one semester to graduate as long as he doesnt fail any classes. so that would be around january 21 if it falls on the same day this year. so that means that he will be gone for five months. thats a really long time. him or me are not quite sure where this leaves out relationship. i mean im like madly in love with oscar. but after him being gone in virginia for nine months. within our 11 month relationship we've been together only like 3 of them. and now that hes gone again im not sure that i can deal with it. tuesday is out year anneversary and he prolly wont even be here for that. i guess the only good thing of this situation is that hes not in virginia. best case scenario is that his aunt will buy a house down here before school starts. but im not sure how likely that is to happen. other than that my newest thing is that im trying to talk my daddy into letting me pierce my clevage. i think i might be able to. i would find you a picture so you could see but all the pictures i find are vertical piercings. i really want it dont horizontally. if not then i want to pierce my lower back horizontally. damn those addicting piercings.