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Well, Last night, I went to the mall with Jessica and we walked around. It was kind of boring but I enjoyed it because I finally got to see Jessica and all. <3 Yeah after Jenny had tried to lie to us she calls and was like "I am coming to pick you up" Well Robert was with us too. And he was like "YEAH Let's go!" So Jenny and Tracy got there and we dropped Jessica off at her house =\ So after that, I THOUGHT we were going to the park. But no. We went to the ball fields and I watched as my "friends" got high. And I was pissed off at them for being stupid. That shit is so dumb. I would personally know, everyone knows how I used to be and its not pretty or fun anymore. It's so god damn stupid. Jen felt bad though and apologized and Robert was all up on me and shit. And I was just like "omg I wanna go home" and they were like fine and dropped me off, who knows what went on after that. Jenny expects me not to talk to Jessica about it, and I was like well if you didn't want people to find out, you shouldn't have fucking done it. $T&^%%%^&^HVY GEF&TEQG! It pissed me off a lot. I thought they were better. Maybe if Robert never would have come. He expects to believe his bull shit lies he tells me. Like "oh no you were the only one i never cheated on you" yeah fucking right. I know the truth. god damn, I hate people a lot sometimes. Yeah I thought about Jonathan last night, well as always, it hurts that he doesn't call anymore and I hate not hearing him say anything to me. I hate it so much. I actually thought he was different, I was wrong...very wrong. Oh well, Life goes on. Well that's all. I love you Jessica, your the only one that matters.