So weird...
I feel so out of it today. Not normal out of it... REALLY, REALLY out. Almost like an out of body experience. I feel nothing. Maybe because I haven't slept before 3am one night this week... Maybe because I was angry last night, some stuff happened and there was badness, maybe because things have changed here so drastically in the last week. I don't know. I decided to give myself a day, I didn't go to class. I just... layed there. And so did everyone else. Almost like I was asleep. Dave told me it was evening and I'd thought it was noon.
I have three tests/midterms tomorrow. Three. And... nothing. No anything.
I haven't slept in my bed in three nights.
Everyone is sick. Not mildly sick. My friend Leja has a severe case of mono... I can't believe she wasn't hospitalized. She's from halifax, but she can't fly home because her spleen and liver are far too swollen for her to take a plane. Her parents are going to have to come from Halifax to get her, I think. Jennie's sick, I think Laura has strep. And I've pretty much been breathing in laura nonstop.
It doesn't feel like Sunday, it doesn't feel like any day. It's all just weird. I had no idea it was thursday.
Clearly, I've messed myself up... Probably the insane amount of work I was doing last week and the beginning of this one; I wore my energy down to none and then kept staying up. not for no reason, stuff kept happening. Drama.
The math people are so nerdy here. I meet with my physics tutor (math major) in a math hall and all the people in her class are so dorky. I was going to say something but then I realized I was sitting there with Sponge Bob Square Pants pajamas on. I'm so cool.
Weirdest day ever. I have never had such a lazy day in my recollection. I don't even know if I'm tired, it's like i'm not even here.
nat
I have three tests/midterms tomorrow. Three. And... nothing. No anything.
I haven't slept in my bed in three nights.
Everyone is sick. Not mildly sick. My friend Leja has a severe case of mono... I can't believe she wasn't hospitalized. She's from halifax, but she can't fly home because her spleen and liver are far too swollen for her to take a plane. Her parents are going to have to come from Halifax to get her, I think. Jennie's sick, I think Laura has strep. And I've pretty much been breathing in laura nonstop.
It doesn't feel like Sunday, it doesn't feel like any day. It's all just weird. I had no idea it was thursday.
Clearly, I've messed myself up... Probably the insane amount of work I was doing last week and the beginning of this one; I wore my energy down to none and then kept staying up. not for no reason, stuff kept happening. Drama.
The math people are so nerdy here. I meet with my physics tutor (math major) in a math hall and all the people in her class are so dorky. I was going to say something but then I realized I was sitting there with Sponge Bob Square Pants pajamas on. I'm so cool.
Weirdest day ever. I have never had such a lazy day in my recollection. I don't even know if I'm tired, it's like i'm not even here.
nat