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Right now I crave pizza and poutine like never before. So much so that I think even though it's 3am I would actually consider walking all the way downtown for it. I've done that, but then I at least had an excuse. Now I just want food. Like a pregnancy craving. I can't even sleep.
I was sleeping quite well and then Ness came in and tumbled on my bed to talk. Intoxicated. Now I can't sleep.
I'm having a bit of relationship-esque dilema. Two I guess, but the same problem. I wish I understood where I stood a bit better. I'm basically a big tangle of confusion that I would rather not unravel. I don't have the energy or desire to. I'd rather just pretend it doesn't exist and go about my way, but I don't have that option right now as nobody else seems to wish to. I have to do something. I really don't know how I feel about it all, all I know is that whatever it is isn't the way I want it to be. Something's missing. I want to know what part screams no.
I love this song, and now I want to watch Shall We Dance.
Potato skins just got added to my list of cravings. This is so strong. What the hell. I may actually not be able to sleep.
I might sign a lease for a house tomorrow. Weird.
I have SO much work to do.
Hope all is well with all folks. I just reminded myself of Miss MacCarthy (can't remember how to spell it...)
- nat
I was sleeping quite well and then Ness came in and tumbled on my bed to talk. Intoxicated. Now I can't sleep.
I'm having a bit of relationship-esque dilema. Two I guess, but the same problem. I wish I understood where I stood a bit better. I'm basically a big tangle of confusion that I would rather not unravel. I don't have the energy or desire to. I'd rather just pretend it doesn't exist and go about my way, but I don't have that option right now as nobody else seems to wish to. I have to do something. I really don't know how I feel about it all, all I know is that whatever it is isn't the way I want it to be. Something's missing. I want to know what part screams no.
I love this song, and now I want to watch Shall We Dance.
Potato skins just got added to my list of cravings. This is so strong. What the hell. I may actually not be able to sleep.
I might sign a lease for a house tomorrow. Weird.
I have SO much work to do.
Hope all is well with all folks. I just reminded myself of Miss MacCarthy (can't remember how to spell it...)
- nat