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NO MORE SOUND
I WANT SILENCE
i want silence
an empty auditory space
i put down my horn
i turned the volume knob to zero
the clock ticks
the cars go over the speed bump outside, slow down, bump and rattle, accelerate
cutlery in the kitchen
dad whistles
these keys click
this computer whirrs
yes whirrs
i breathe
there is never silence here
silence would drive me crazy but for now i just want to experience it, just to see what it would be like. I don't want music, i don't want noise, i don't want sound, nothing with volume.
i'm sick of music
i'm sick of saxophone
i'm sick of my inability
my own fucking unending inability
to do anything
i haven't even started my career...but i think i need a new one
I WANT SILENCE
i want silence
an empty auditory space
i put down my horn
i turned the volume knob to zero
the clock ticks
the cars go over the speed bump outside, slow down, bump and rattle, accelerate
cutlery in the kitchen
dad whistles
these keys click
this computer whirrs
yes whirrs
i breathe
there is never silence here
silence would drive me crazy but for now i just want to experience it, just to see what it would be like. I don't want music, i don't want noise, i don't want sound, nothing with volume.
i'm sick of music
i'm sick of saxophone
i'm sick of my inability
my own fucking unending inability
to do anything
i haven't even started my career...but i think i need a new one