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i love you. i love you more than you know. more than you prolly can grasp. all i want is my opinions to be known and respected. but each time i say something i wonder if it was better uncovered. each time i mutter something its like im stabbing myselt.. yeah it hurts, but the more i say the more i bleed. then i wonder if it was worth saying something. are some silly words going to keep us from whats real. i hate to see you hurt oh i hate to see you hurt so bad. i want to love you to the best of my abilities and further. i cant explain how far i want to take this and run nonstop, but these hills are so high this mt is steep. but i got my boots on and im going for a climb and i hope your there for me on the other side waiting for me. id wait forever for you, your so worth it, god your worth it. just to see those eyes. id hate to see you cry yet each tear draws me ever so closer to you. i want to kiss you and taste your tears on my lips and be reassured that nothings going to happen to me. i want to feel your body next to mine gently caressing me. i crave you. i want you. i need you. i need you to know that i wont give up on you when everyone else will, you can always come home to me. i need out of this hell hole and stress and tension. i want to run in your arms. never let me go baby. never let me go.