i owe you

[nacracket27]

funny how so much can change in sooo little time. everything ive known/believed in has been taken away or dramtically altered. a 5th box car has been added in the hospital parking lot, my bird is now laying eggs, and who knew the best thing of all is that im smiling again. i finally found a decent, honest, gentle guy who i know will finally treat me right. hes not someone id be scared of and his eyes are just so compasionate. the best thing is is that ive known him for yrs now and never even realized how great we'd be together, plus now i dont hafta go thru the process of gettin to know the person when we first started dating lol (i hate those awkward times). ive just never had a better time in my life.. ever. hes just someone i can feel comfortable with, be open with, cuddle with, be one with and feel whole around him. i feel set free

and hes flying in a day early to see me b4 i hafta leave on monday :) how sweet.. i love my new man, lets double the digits.

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