Uncreative
I've felt so uncreative lately. The tiny bit of creativity, productivity and imagination I had has completely vanished. I can never bring myself to do anything, and if I do, it doesn't work out :/ I want to draw, paint, take beautiful photos. I want to sing, play an instrument, dance like crazy. I wish to read lots of books, write a story, make new lj icons, design a new layout for my website, work on the clothing style I want, bake, learn how to sew, knit and I want to put all my photos in my pretty photo album...
Instead of doing that I've felt ugly, pale, gloomy and unfit. My hair's a mess and my eyes still hurt sometimes. Like now. Perhaps I've just been extra sensitive lately. And then I had to go catch mum's cold too -_- Blah.
I procrastinate my schoolwork too.
I didn't really want to make this entry too unhappy, more longing. Longing for creativity, longing for spring...
... and craving for this shirt. I know what I want for my birthday! :)
Instead of doing that I've felt ugly, pale, gloomy and unfit. My hair's a mess and my eyes still hurt sometimes. Like now. Perhaps I've just been extra sensitive lately. And then I had to go catch mum's cold too -_- Blah.
I procrastinate my schoolwork too.
I didn't really want to make this entry too unhappy, more longing. Longing for creativity, longing for spring...
... and craving for this shirt. I know what I want for my birthday! :)