i've got nothing else to lose, i lost it all when i found you...
so Turkey Day was okay. i felt kinda lonely. haha... i basically secluded myself away from my family. i didn't want to be with them. i wanted to hang out somewhere. but no. i got dragged along to my grandma's house. it was weird. cuz for 16 years we ate Thanksgiving with my Great Grandma... and she wasn't there this time. it was very awkward. i just didn't want to be there. so i ate in like 20 minutes. excused myself from the table and played x-box. and well... that was my day pretty much... nothing special. today i hope i can leave with Kisha and Jewel to play pool and such. and yea... i'm done... i feel very emo.