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I think for someone who has no interest in me someone has been acting too much like a boyfriend and not enough like a friend, moody and jealous and just plain weird. I have no idea how to act around this kid and it drives me nuts... if I flirt and joke around I feel like he's going to take it the wrong way and make assumption, but when I try to act like one of the guys that doesn't seem to work either.
I feel crazy, and insecure, and I know that I shouldn't considering I don't want a boyfriend, not now at least, but it's really hard for me, going from being chased by multiple prospects to nothing. I feel like the ugly duckling lately.
Plus my friends seem to act like no one is good enough, especially Derek, he seems to think everyone I'm interested in sucks, or in his words are gay, losers, or look like they belong in Fall Out Boy... which is crap. This doesn't help. I don't like playing games
BLAH!!!!
I feel crazy, and insecure, and I know that I shouldn't considering I don't want a boyfriend, not now at least, but it's really hard for me, going from being chased by multiple prospects to nothing. I feel like the ugly duckling lately.
Plus my friends seem to act like no one is good enough, especially Derek, he seems to think everyone I'm interested in sucks, or in his words are gay, losers, or look like they belong in Fall Out Boy... which is crap. This doesn't help. I don't like playing games
BLAH!!!!