Mar 23, 2009 00:15
hey everybody
i went to los angeles a few days a go. my sister is pregnant and even though it didnt look like it, my head exploded when i saw her.
my family is changing and growing up and old and out of our clothes.
its weird to see happen and know that i cant do much about these changes no matter what. even if they're good. but especially when they're bad.
my family stresses me out. more siblings=more worries at night about them (that is, if you like your family. if i didnt care about them i might be asleep) but its just that theyre all so fragile and precious to me and i want everything to be okay with them. also not just my siblings. trust me i worry about everyone i know.
school doesnt stress me out. not yet. work doesnt stress me out ( i like my job, is that weird? also im sorry for the very many of you who dont enjoy your job. i was very recently there.) just like. my random personal life stresses me out. i stress myself out. im awkward. i want to live alone but dont know if i can afford it plus i might go cuckoo.
my brother is in a commercial about milk and another one that is super huge in europe about cheese. He's super midewestern. i like milwaukee. i should get a tattoo that says "milwaukee"
i cut off all my hair! i like it a lot more now.