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Apr 02, 2007 22:45

...I'm lost.

I don't know what to do. Near everything here has gone insane...I'm questioning myself...Din, Nayru, and Farore, what do I do? What do I do?

*wipes at her eyes*

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codenamexv April 3 2007, 03:55:33 UTC
Lost? Maybe...I can help?

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nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 03:56:57 UTC
Honestly? I don't know anymore. It's all me. I'm bringing it on myself.

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codenamexv April 3 2007, 04:05:31 UTC
If your bringing it on yourself, why don't you bring it out? ^^ Sounds to me your keeping 'whatever' bottled up inside.

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[Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 04:08:37 UTC
Because I'm afraid. I am afraid of how I feel, I am afraid of telling him, and I am afraid that I will lose him.

There.

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Re: [Screened] codenamexv April 3 2007, 04:13:46 UTC
Your afraid of loving him?

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Re: [Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 04:17:05 UTC
...perhaps. If that is how you wish to word it. I do love him, but I am afraid to tell him. I...fear the worst.

I have never been in love, nor have I ever felt cared for or loved by another.

*sighs, wiping her eyes* There. Now you know.

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Re: [Screened] codenamexv April 3 2007, 04:22:42 UTC
Telling someone you love this is a fear everyone has. It can be frustrating at times too.

If you're afraid to admit your feelings, try asking him what he feels for you.

*chuckles lightly* There's a first time for everything. Don't let it get to your head.

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Re: [Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 04:26:31 UTC
Asking him? Dear child, that scares me even more. I wouldn't know the first thing to say.

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Re: [Screened] codenamexv April 3 2007, 04:31:58 UTC
Of what he feels about you of course! If you don't want to ask, spend time with him and see how he responds. ^^

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Re: [Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 04:36:22 UTC
Dear girl, I'm living with him for the time being - though now I'm sitting up on the roof of our building. *sighs*

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Re: [Screened] codenamexv April 3 2007, 04:43:01 UTC
Your living with him!? Did he invited you to stay? O_O

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Re: [Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 04:47:13 UTC
Yes - when the animal changes and gender transformations were taking over, he asked me to stay with him so that...so that he could protect me...*trails off, then shakes her head* What, you thought I just threw myself at him? *arches an eyebrow* Hmph - I'd think you'd have a little more faith than that.

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Re: [Screened] codenamexv April 3 2007, 04:51:04 UTC
*eyebrow twitching* Eh? Nonononono! >.< That's not what I thought.

It's obvious the guy cares for you since he invited you into his home he wants you close. Even to protect you, that's really tellin' something.

*sighs*

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Re: [Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 04:54:06 UTC
*sighs, flicking her bangs from her eyes* Forgive me if I snapped; I've dealt with enough men people trying to be smartasses about this.

I...suppose you're right, *thoughtful* But it doesn't quell my fears of telling him how I feel. I...it's just that...

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Re: [Screened] codenamexv April 3 2007, 05:00:57 UTC
It's okay!

You're just afraid he won't return the feeling you have of him. But, if you don't tell him, how will he know how you feel? And if you don't tell him, it will haunt your mind....I know what your going through.

My true feelings..was for a boy back home. Even though I had feelings for him, I didn't tell him. I was happy enough to be near him. I though...*tilts head forward*he would always be there for me.

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Re: [Screened] nabooru_queen April 3 2007, 05:02:21 UTC
*chuckles* You know a bit of how I feel, but not the entirety, I'm afraid. But thank you, nonetheless.

I...see. And how did this turn out?

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