Still so hard to accept the fact that you're gone forever,
Never knew I could hurt like this,
but I wish you a happy life there in heaven,
even though I also still wish that you were here to play with me again.
I was crying all the time,
never be ready to see you off,
now I had to know why I had to lose you for good.
Dear, I wish you were here to show your funny face and kiss me with your mustache and wet mouths, and your rough tongue.
It was really hard and really sad to know this fact,
never knew that it is harder than a broken heart feeling.
God, I hope that You will take care of my cat there,
and say hello from me to her,
tell her to eat, be good, and tell her that I miss her so much.
Tell her also, that she was a good and nice best friend of mine,
I promise I will look after her kittens
Tell her that her kittens miss their small mom as well.
Still can't stand to hold this feeling, hurts like hell.
But I wish I could be stronger,
yes I ain't so strong to go on,
but I'm learning to accept this reality,
and to accept the fact, even though it's so hard.
I wish my cat a happy life now and forever, in heaven
with this sincere heart and soul.
Love you and will always miss you,
Baby aka Makecil aka Jabrik (Rest in peace)
(February 2008 - 27 February 2009)