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Maybe it was the frozen grapes or the dancing at Prom OR perhaps it's the fact that it's 2 something in the morning and i just bid Mrs. O a good night; whatever the catalyst may be i've come to conclude something most people have or haven't concluded as of yet. I, Nubia Ofelia Abdalah Clooney (ok let's look past the last of the names), am....
The One Who Wants YOU to Stay.
Self-change isn't my fear, it's you changing: moving on, moving away, reminiscing but not sharing, missing me but not calling, remembering me mostly for my faults, making me the butt of your jokes, having so much greater emotion towards me but not telling me, igniting a fire of hate that burns for me but remains unbeknownst to me. It's the ultimate fear of losing you and what we have. I hate to put blame on anyone but consequently it'll be you the reason the noun "we" will lose it's significance and the memories we once created be stored in the darkest corners of our minds. The reason behind this being, and mark my words:
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND US.
So, if all demolishes as foreseen you are:
The One That Got Away
One last thing, one last word of advice. Learn the definition of human being and success, and most importantly be proud. If one thing I'm to leave this earth with is my pride and yes sir I pride myself in being who I am and knowing what it is i know. And that, my friends, is not and will never be measured by monetary success nor merits of any kind but by the learning of my legacy, achieving realism, having proved existentialism impossible, or simply realizing that our acquaintance is the REAL definition of success.
The One Who Wants YOU to Stay.
Self-change isn't my fear, it's you changing: moving on, moving away, reminiscing but not sharing, missing me but not calling, remembering me mostly for my faults, making me the butt of your jokes, having so much greater emotion towards me but not telling me, igniting a fire of hate that burns for me but remains unbeknownst to me. It's the ultimate fear of losing you and what we have. I hate to put blame on anyone but consequently it'll be you the reason the noun "we" will lose it's significance and the memories we once created be stored in the darkest corners of our minds. The reason behind this being, and mark my words:
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND US.
So, if all demolishes as foreseen you are:
The One That Got Away
One last thing, one last word of advice. Learn the definition of human being and success, and most importantly be proud. If one thing I'm to leave this earth with is my pride and yes sir I pride myself in being who I am and knowing what it is i know. And that, my friends, is not and will never be measured by monetary success nor merits of any kind but by the learning of my legacy, achieving realism, having proved existentialism impossible, or simply realizing that our acquaintance is the REAL definition of success.