It's now or never!
The title says it all, it's now or never..
- if I wanna start going for jogs more regularly to lose those fats! (no more whining)..
- for me to buck up on my game-play if I wanna keep up with the rest..
- for me to start proper diet-ing, eat when necessary and in moderation, not till I get full..
It's friggin easy to list down all these must-dos but to get down to business is another matter altogether.. Maybe 'coz Fen is now seriously dieting and whenever we go out, kinda feel guilty to eat so much when she is eating so little! and to think that she is aredy weighing 47kg and still so conscious over her body.. damn,I should stop being so thick-skinned and start cutting down those lard on my body! but then again,that means giving up good food...*sigh* I am NOT willing to do that..hahhah.. how now brown cow?!
Last Friday I had my first ever friendly after 2 years..against LMFC.. First period, I was damn onz and on fire 'coz it was afterall gonna be my virgin game after 24mths! But as game progresses, I got frustrated 'coz I realised the players din really know their positions and what they were supposed to do! they allowed the opponents to dribble past and just continued watching them instead of cutting out their passes or intervene the dribbles! They waited for opponents to come super near to our goal post before even showing signs that they were gonna step up, lemme repeat..SHOWING SIGNS and not even MOVING to step up!arghhhhhhhhh!!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> let's stop complaining about them and get back to me: I seriously had no fitness to run up and down th whole of 3 periods and so I just defended when needed and I'm glad to have had a few bruises as a reminder of the number of shots that I blocked..BUT we could have scored even more if only I had supported them in the opponent's half but I was afraid I wouldn't have the stamina to run back if there was a counter attack...**BIG SIGH**
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> there were a few instances where I could have dribbled up and I did but I didn't know what to do when I was at their half and suddenly realised that I have none of my team-mates near me, could have taken a shot right? I didn't! I just made a wild pass to the corner where there was totally no one!!! ARGHHHH! why am I sooo stupidddd!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> right after the 3 periods, I knew all of my mistakes and that made me even more frustrated!! Not that I didn't know what was going on but the fact that I knew and didn't do anything about it just made the whole thing so sucky!
Oh well,just hope that the next friendly against SMU will be better. I am so used to SKOOLS that I think I will need some time to adapt to SIM's game..*SIGH* why does floorball always affect me so much??? But I'm gonna let this bring me down!! "I CANNOT GIVE UP!"
