I dreamed that Bear and I were trying to get things fixed up, but someone kept undoing all our work, and our things kept getting lost, and it was all quite frustrating.

It was full night outside and we hear the sounds of a parade so we go look, and it's some kind of weird (but beautiful) Midnight Carnival thing.  People in costumes, in masks, ( Read more... )

Before I can talk about things, I have to bore you with the second dream, which is actually really sexy and you should read it. It’s also really sad, though nobody dies and there were no injured kittens or anything.

The second dream was similar to the first in many ways. (DW and LJ links.)

Things were really beautiful at first.

I was a ( Read more... )

Around the first week of January of this year I had a pair of dreams, one night apart, that have tugged at me ever since. I finally found the personal journal entries where I wrote about them, and found that they are as relevant now as they were then. I want to share them with you because they’re so beautiful, and because there are things I ( Read more... )

All y'all who have been reading me for a while know I often have highly-symbolic, narrative dreams.  I’m told that’s common with bipolar disorder, but people like ascribing things to mental illnesses, so I’m not sure how much stock to put in that.

I dreamed I was at some sort of combination SF/F convention and home and garden expo thing held ( Read more... )

It's where you meet the dreams you have, or you see them in the movie theaters, or they just happen to you.

It's thronged with real people though, all the other people having dreams.  No cars.  You walk everywhere, many alleys, many buildings with walkways to walk through.  Lots of shops.

So I went through this place and saw everything.

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I've been meaning to write about this for a week now, and kept forgetting, but the whole "You aren't actually mentally ill, just a goldbricking asshole" SSDI thing reminded me ( Read more... )

"I don't understand" seems to be my new catchphrase. I don't get it, but there it is ( Read more... )

Awesome:

Perverted sex dream about playing with a giant horse-cock shaped sex toy.*

Awkward:

Whole thing takes place on your mom's bed.

Alarming:

Your mom has been dead for a number of years.

At least:

She wasn't still IN the bed.

. . .

Not cool, subconscious. Not cool.

* Shut up. Don't you judge. It's not like I actually HAVE one ( Read more... )

Clearing out old emails, I found this freaky, creepy, awesome dream I described to a friend, dated June 08, 2007, and I want to preserve it here for posterity ( Read more... )

First, I just want to say that dreaming about having raunchy sex with the king of the dark fairies is pretty awesome, especially when he looks like Jason Isaacs. It's even more awesome when he brings his two gorgeous friends. So, that was a really good dream. And then he brought out the hellhound, and I am chagrined to admit that was pretty ( Read more... )