Wow.
I'm seriously worried.
Some really good things have happened for me in the past few days, and some really bad things are looming on the horizon. I don't know whether to be scared or exultant, and I am afraid that if I talk about the good things, they will dissipate, like smoke.
Yesterday was a horrible day, and today, I get news that changes everything, news that there is hope.
I'm afraid if I fall this time, there won't be anyone there to catch me. But I am falling already. I feel like I'm flying again, for the first time in forever.
I swear I will be less cryptic in the future, when I feel like I can talk about it.
Does anyone else have that fear? Like if you mention something good, your streak of luck will fail, and all the bad things will come crashing down?
(In other news, expect lots of book-related posts over the weekend. I'm catching up on my updates for 50bookchallenge.)
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Some really good things have happened for me in the past few days, and some really bad things are looming on the horizon. I don't know whether to be scared or exultant, and I am afraid that if I talk about the good things, they will dissipate, like smoke.
Yesterday was a horrible day, and today, I get news that changes everything, news that there is hope.
I'm afraid if I fall this time, there won't be anyone there to catch me. But I am falling already. I feel like I'm flying again, for the first time in forever.
I swear I will be less cryptic in the future, when I feel like I can talk about it.
Does anyone else have that fear? Like if you mention something good, your streak of luck will fail, and all the bad things will come crashing down?
(In other news, expect lots of book-related posts over the weekend. I'm catching up on my updates for 50bookchallenge.)
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