Jan 08, 2008 06:04
Naamah's not feeling much like herself lately.
Let's see:
Symptoms:
* Fatigue
* Lots of ideas
* Can't concentrate
* Racing thoughts
* Lethargic
* Short temper
* Nervous eating
Feelings of:
* Worry/anxiety
* Irritability
* Frustration
* Anger
* Guilt
* Failure
* Hopelessness
* Sadness
Sleep disturbances:
* Insomnia
* Nightmares
* Sleep paralysis
* Hypnagogic hallucinations
* Involuntary twitching
This is either the absolute worst PMS ever,* or I am moving into another mixed state -- possibly triggered by the total clusterfuck the last month has been. And I'm not even over the last one. You know, the one that lasted most of May, June, July, and August?
Fuck.
Well, at least I know what it is this time. Goddamn lycanthropy. Goddamn.
I do not have the time or the strength to deal with this. And why now? Fuck.
* Now that I think about it, a not totally inaccurate description of the emotional components of a mixed state.
lycanthropy