Emptiness Is Not The Same As Solitude.

Jun 27, 2006 03:58

Ugh. I feel crappy like whoa. If I were a superhero, my name would be General Malaise ( Read more... )

art, philosophical, depressing, grandparents, mother, grief

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nodrogg June 27 2006, 13:43:54 UTC

Would you like a piece of bargain-basement psychology? I got it from the Trafalmadorians, courtesy of Kurt Vonnegut:

Imagine that you're walking down a corridor, walking on a rug. You can't see ahead of you: Walking backwards, or shading your eyes, or whatever. The rug ends - but has it? Or have you simply walked off the end of it? Is it gone? Of course not - you are.

I lost my Dad in 1994. AD 1925 to 1994 is his span - he didn't pass away, I did. Within that span of years, there he is, permanently ( ... )

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naamah_darling June 27 2006, 17:25:22 UTC
Bulldozed?! Jesus Christ. That's horrible.

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nodrogg June 28 2006, 07:37:52 UTC

Yeah, well, you know what? I just found a correspondence between us from autumn of last year, wherein I was in a bad jam in a story I was writing, and turned to you for semi-professional advice... and you thought deeply about it, had "a lively discussion" with your husband, and replied with such a lucid, helpful analysis that I saved the whole thing onto my own hard drive. [Which is fortunate, as I then apparently deleted the entry!] You then followed up, appraising my solution and agreeing that it was the best possible for the circumstances.
The whole business was so friendly, so intelligent and considerate, that in reading it now I could hear your karma dinging like an old-fashioned service station air-pump.

This is why I occasionally make what clumsy efforts towards insight that I do, offer what constructive consolation I can: I know you'd do the same for me - because you did.

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naamah_darling June 28 2006, 08:03:35 UTC
*chuckles*

I enjoyed that one, though. It's both ironic and annoying as fucking hell that it's often easier for me to see someone else's work clearly than it is for me to see my own.

I suppose that's why there are always going to be editors.

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