In Other News . . .
Why am I having a panic attack today of all days? Why?
Anyone?
Bueller?
I know it's physiological. It has very little to do with my mental state, which is more stable than it's been in a while. I might have overextended myself a bit the past week, for which I will compensate by not leaving the house or turning the phone on all weekend, or even making plans for next week, but a bit of overdoing it shouldn't provoke a physical response. And acting normal (i.e. seeing friends I love and miss, talking to people on the phone, and running errands and such) should probably not be so taxing, no?
Feh. Stupid haywire brain crap. And I have Big Wonderful Plans for this evening, that I'm looking forward to. *jabs daimones* Aren't you freeloading bastards supposed to take up the slack already? Christ.
I guess I'll just slather on some Iago, put my hair back, and pretend to be someone else for a few hours. When you're batshit crazy, every day is Halloween!
Anyone?
Bueller?
I know it's physiological. It has very little to do with my mental state, which is more stable than it's been in a while. I might have overextended myself a bit the past week, for which I will compensate by not leaving the house or turning the phone on all weekend, or even making plans for next week, but a bit of overdoing it shouldn't provoke a physical response. And acting normal (i.e. seeing friends I love and miss, talking to people on the phone, and running errands and such) should probably not be so taxing, no?
Feh. Stupid haywire brain crap. And I have Big Wonderful Plans for this evening, that I'm looking forward to. *jabs daimones* Aren't you freeloading bastards supposed to take up the slack already? Christ.
I guess I'll just slather on some Iago, put my hair back, and pretend to be someone else for a few hours. When you're batshit crazy, every day is Halloween!