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Life is so stressfull at times!
I wish I could go back to being a little kid, where my parents paid for everything and I didnt have to worry about things! Lord! I feel like every time I get paid I turn around and have to pay bills! I know its only like 3 bills but shit thats alot when you dont have a great income. I pay insurance, my cell phone my needs including hair products, things for school, clothes, work clothes, just little shit like that and also my wants ( I understand that) but its like I want to save up money but I never can! My car is a peice of shit and I dont know what Im going to do about it. If I should pay close to 1,000 to get it fixed then just have something else go wrong with it OR buy me a brand new vehicle, which I dont want but shit if I'm going to pay 1,000 to get it fixed I might as well use that money plus some to put a down payment on a car... Lord I dont know, BUT all though Ima miss Nataly, she lives for NY tomorrow for a week so I can have her car and things wont get all frustrating from sharing the car, so thats one thing thats going good!! NEWAYZ to sum it up things are just stressfull right now and money is tight and it SUCKS!! so for all you spoiled bitches out there, I hate yall...hahahahhaha nah its cool though when there mommy and daddy arent there anymore they wont know how to handle paying for things so then they will be S.O.L and me, well I'll know how to handle it!
OTher than being broke and stressfull..hmmmm... whats new.
School is going great and Im not letting all this other shit get in the way of it and im doing really good on test and projects... Yea im bad ass!!
I went to Dallas for the weekend to see my ol buddy Sarah and it was off the HOOK..LoL... yea we got into a 21 and up club and drank the night away, it was so awesome!!! Also I got to see my dad and that was nice! I love my dad and what he did to our family is sad, but I can forgive and forget and I think thats what Im going to do... Ive always been a mommys girl and ive have not been without things because of my dad so I dont know I just dont hate my dad and I want him to be back in my life and I want to be back in his.... so yea the trip was well worth it!
K well I work tomorrow morning so I think its my bed time now....
I wish I could go back to being a little kid, where my parents paid for everything and I didnt have to worry about things! Lord! I feel like every time I get paid I turn around and have to pay bills! I know its only like 3 bills but shit thats alot when you dont have a great income. I pay insurance, my cell phone my needs including hair products, things for school, clothes, work clothes, just little shit like that and also my wants ( I understand that) but its like I want to save up money but I never can! My car is a peice of shit and I dont know what Im going to do about it. If I should pay close to 1,000 to get it fixed then just have something else go wrong with it OR buy me a brand new vehicle, which I dont want but shit if I'm going to pay 1,000 to get it fixed I might as well use that money plus some to put a down payment on a car... Lord I dont know, BUT all though Ima miss Nataly, she lives for NY tomorrow for a week so I can have her car and things wont get all frustrating from sharing the car, so thats one thing thats going good!! NEWAYZ to sum it up things are just stressfull right now and money is tight and it SUCKS!! so for all you spoiled bitches out there, I hate yall...hahahahhaha nah its cool though when there mommy and daddy arent there anymore they wont know how to handle paying for things so then they will be S.O.L and me, well I'll know how to handle it!
OTher than being broke and stressfull..hmmmm... whats new.
School is going great and Im not letting all this other shit get in the way of it and im doing really good on test and projects... Yea im bad ass!!
I went to Dallas for the weekend to see my ol buddy Sarah and it was off the HOOK..LoL... yea we got into a 21 and up club and drank the night away, it was so awesome!!! Also I got to see my dad and that was nice! I love my dad and what he did to our family is sad, but I can forgive and forget and I think thats what Im going to do... Ive always been a mommys girl and ive have not been without things because of my dad so I dont know I just dont hate my dad and I want him to be back in my life and I want to be back in his.... so yea the trip was well worth it!
K well I work tomorrow morning so I think its my bed time now....