May 18, 2004 20:26
Whoa Im actually wrting in this crazy! I kinda dont like this LJ just because I never have anything to write and I never keep up with it, but Im bored so ahh i guess I'll write! Well lets see so far this Summer sucks... for the people who knows whats going on with me yea thats why.. WOW im so depressed its crazy ive never felt like this, I just feel hopeless and like Im nothing, I feel like I have no purpose to even be here, everything thing I do I Fuck-Up, It seems like I do nothing right. I dont know what else to say basically that I just wanna die seriously I do my biggest fear is dieing but gosh its better then being here and feeling like I have no purpose to live, im so lost. well thats about it to say so Ill write in here again probaly like another month!