Jun 24, 2005 01:07
Yeah, nothing new. I've been sucked into an Online Playstation 2 dimension! And however sad I am to say I much rather live there then my current location. It seems like I don't get out anymore, I would say that I haven’t seen anyone but I talked to everyone yesterday I suppose.
what 'am I bitching about! I don't have a Job, I'm not currently enrolled in school, I'm basically worthless according to my parents, I've had a constant headache for 2 day's I know why but I can't seem to overcome my retarded ness! I'm so sick of my self-worth I have no self-will what so ever, I don't want to be my current weight I don't like it! But still I do nothing about it, work out my arms yeah okay. My friends are so nice I'm glad to have them and hope my relationship with all of them continue. I haven’t been seen with 50% of my friends including Mike and Adriane I'm sorry for this It's not that I don't have enough free time cause I do It's because I don't leave my house because I’m a stupid fuck. I can't spell I can't think on my own. I know school is the answer. Why would god kill Johnny cash! I feel like crying! This is fucking bullshit I hate sad songs I hate feeling like crap because of my parents. I hate having 10,000 emotions and not being able to express a single one to one of my friends or family. Past people I wish I would have talked too and told them how I feel.
has anyone seen Defending your life? And then mix it with Equilibrium, then add a dash of Strange Brew for some laughter. I want to become the man who does the Voice of Thomas in Pocahontas! I’m really pissed off at my self right now so I will end this bullshit with a full hearted FUCK YOU VERY MUCH
I'm really sorry about this, but seriously who is going to read this shit besides my self.