we're back in school...
and i know everyone?
ninth graders are sooooo fucking cute. T_T all lost and confused. =( i feel so bad for them i laugh. like this: HAHAHAHA! U R LOSTTTT!!!!!!1111!!~~@~@~@~@~~~@@~!
=) it makes me feel pride to say: JUNIORS ROCKKKKK! (until i am a senior, and in charge, which is next year.)
oh my god, that just smacked me RIGHT in the fucking face. SENIOR year is next year. am i the only one who is like.. not scared, but excited until i am fearing the future?! it's an amazing thought to consider. senior year. for 12 (13 next year) years i have wasted my life away on education. it doesn't feel like it has paid off... yet.
mmm, i guess the 'senior year' post can be held off until may 26th, which is when school is SUPPOSE to end this year. i hope we do not have a godawful winter this year. i want NO snow until second semester.. =( i have PE second semester. i think i should write the shchool board and tell them they show get like.. co. ed. pe and health before january. =) that way i have people to communicate with. i. hate. being. in. a. room. full. of. boys.
BUT, i heard they do not make us change out of our clothes. =) so, if i play my cards right, and if by some chance the coach is gay and i can flirt my way out of it all, i can skip on by pe without breaking a nail.. i. hate. to. sweat. my god, fruits are suppose to be plucked softly and rinsed clean.. not bashed around and have male sweat all over him.
don't get me wrong.. ^_~ male sweat can be good at times. but please, not when they are all... ugly. =/ -shudders.-
we need more gay people at my school, maybe then i'd come out of the closettttt. =)
my mom wants me to go to a therapist. =/ i have a 'anger problem' and it should be dealt with before i take it out on my 'future wife' and 'kids'. i wanted to tell her: awh! don't worry, i won't take it out on my wife. MAYBE my husband... :D
nah, i don't ABUSE people unless they ABUSE me...
so, bottom line:
Therapist + Cody = NEVER GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN.
i don't TELL STRANGERS MY PROBLEMS. if i HAVE a problem, i'll work it out on my own. i'm sorry, but i am not about to go get put on drugs...
mmm, wait, do they give violent people prozac, zan-x or zoloft?
OH MY GOD! THE THINGIE ON THE ZOLOFT COMMERICIALS IS SOOOOOOO CUTE! =) i want to pick him up and holddddd him.
ouuie, i have been reading Lord of the FLies. oh, that book is SO good. i love it to death. ralph seems to remind me of suohie, and i have NO idea. jack reminds me of chris... ;-; and that is so.. odd.
=) simon reminds me of meeeee.
everytime they talk about simon, i picture jack from white stripesssss. =) 'cause he has black hair and stuff...
ninth graders are sooooo fucking cute. T_T all lost and confused. =( i feel so bad for them i laugh. like this: HAHAHAHA! U R LOSTTTT!!!!!!1111!!~~@~@~@~@~~~@@~!
=) it makes me feel pride to say: JUNIORS ROCKKKKK! (until i am a senior, and in charge, which is next year.)
oh my god, that just smacked me RIGHT in the fucking face. SENIOR year is next year. am i the only one who is like.. not scared, but excited until i am fearing the future?! it's an amazing thought to consider. senior year. for 12 (13 next year) years i have wasted my life away on education. it doesn't feel like it has paid off... yet.
mmm, i guess the 'senior year' post can be held off until may 26th, which is when school is SUPPOSE to end this year. i hope we do not have a godawful winter this year. i want NO snow until second semester.. =( i have PE second semester. i think i should write the shchool board and tell them they show get like.. co. ed. pe and health before january. =) that way i have people to communicate with. i. hate. being. in. a. room. full. of. boys.
BUT, i heard they do not make us change out of our clothes. =) so, if i play my cards right, and if by some chance the coach is gay and i can flirt my way out of it all, i can skip on by pe without breaking a nail.. i. hate. to. sweat. my god, fruits are suppose to be plucked softly and rinsed clean.. not bashed around and have male sweat all over him.
don't get me wrong.. ^_~ male sweat can be good at times. but please, not when they are all... ugly. =/ -shudders.-
we need more gay people at my school, maybe then i'd come out of the closettttt. =)
my mom wants me to go to a therapist. =/ i have a 'anger problem' and it should be dealt with before i take it out on my 'future wife' and 'kids'. i wanted to tell her: awh! don't worry, i won't take it out on my wife. MAYBE my husband... :D
nah, i don't ABUSE people unless they ABUSE me...
so, bottom line:
Therapist + Cody = NEVER GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN.
i don't TELL STRANGERS MY PROBLEMS. if i HAVE a problem, i'll work it out on my own. i'm sorry, but i am not about to go get put on drugs...
mmm, wait, do they give violent people prozac, zan-x or zoloft?
OH MY GOD! THE THINGIE ON THE ZOLOFT COMMERICIALS IS SOOOOOOO CUTE! =) i want to pick him up and holddddd him.
ouuie, i have been reading Lord of the FLies. oh, that book is SO good. i love it to death. ralph seems to remind me of suohie, and i have NO idea. jack reminds me of chris... ;-; and that is so.. odd.
=) simon reminds me of meeeee.
everytime they talk about simon, i picture jack from white stripesssss. =) 'cause he has black hair and stuff...