TOO MUCH GOIN ON HEA...
Damn...i had my 2 exams 2day n dey didnt go dat good. I knew I shouldve done betta. I hav studied all along 4 my exams its jus dat I hav a tough time rememberin stuff 4 some reason. I think it has ta do wit me thinkin bout stuff 2 much. I hav been like dat since I been in college due ta how I worry 2 much n dat I feel insecure bout thangs. I really gotta change dat attitude if Im gunna do much betta next year. I kno I can do it...now I jus gotta prove myself.
I think its my luck 2day...thangs werent exactly goin da way thangs would usually go as planned. It dun help dat thangs from home seem ta b pilin on me as soon as I'm bout 2 head home. When I was home 2 weeks ago, it was koo dat my parents weren't pilin stuff on me as dey were off doin their thang u can say. My mom esp. thinks I got so much time on my hand dat I can b able ta worry bout fillin out scholarship applications n dat shyt. I mean wut's da point, I can look dem up online when I dun hafta worry bout my skoo work...which is durin da summer...n besides, gotta wait 4 da financial aid letter ta come in 2 da mail. I dunno y my mom likes ta pile thangs on 4 me its jus crazy, even when im 100 miles away from home, she still has stuff waitin 4 me hea. I should feel good dat my dad clearly understands where I'm comin from bcuz he tol me dat jus focus on studyin n dont worry bout nethin else AT ALL. My mom "says" da samethang, but she dont "mean" it from da stuff dat she wants me 2 do when I DONT GOT NE TIME AT ALL.
Mimi's great grandmother passed away...her funeral is on fri...hopefully I can go...as I gotta get back ta ri by thurs nyte. Friday nyte who knows wut im doin...if ne1 back in ri wants ta hang wit me jus holla at me...Sat gotta go 2 da lao new year only 4 a lil bit as I gotta do my laundry at home as well as possibly havin hw assigned from java n discrete math 4 da weekend. Den I hear dat khoun wants ta hav a surprise dinner 4 my mom at a restaurant my sis tol me n dat is jus overwhelmin 4 me! I cant b able ta do my own thang on sat nyte...dat jus sux ass. Im turnin 19...its da most borin age ta b cuz u cant drink yet...ur already drivin, u can already go into nyte clubs, u can already play da lottery in ri...yep such a borin age. I'm tired as fuk ryte now so lata.