GENERALIZATIONS, IM NOT TALKIN BOUT NE1 IN PARTICULAR

[n_o_r_e]

There r thangs on my mind ryte now dat I dont like at all...I'm not in a pissed off mood.  U can say dat I'm in an apathetic mood ryte now cuz I seriously can care less if ne body is carin less bout me.

• It pisses me off bout how my friend since 2nd grade dont wanna reunite wit me hea...I talked ta his parents, hoperfully I convinced dem dat I learned bout wut my wrongdoings were ta him n dat I really would like ta b friends wit him again.  Its obvious he aint seein it.  But wut can I do, visit uri everyday n tryin ta talk ta him like an idiot??? I jus feel dat it aint worth my breath nemore.
• I dont like it how whenever I make a "generalization" bout somethin, dat person thinks I'm talkin bout dem.  Whenever I make a generalization it is always bout somebody else n not da person I'm talkin ta.  I dont get y nobody really understands dat yet.  Da statement I jus made IS A "GENERALIZATION".  
• It also pisses me off how my care I gave ta many of my friends in da past has gone down da drain.  I mean its alrite dat I got my friends who r buzy n thangs but y do dey stop talkin ta me??  I hav dat wit my friends from last year n even from dis year.  However, when I hung out wit joanna on mon, I realized dat I can consider a good friend of mine n dat if somethin were ta b botherin me dat I could b able ta turn ta her whenever she's avail.  Even tho she got a man, I dont mind dat at all cuz wut matters ta me da most is dat im friends wit her.  But newayz, I dunno y my care dat I gave ta da others had gone down da drain for most of em...y do dey feel dis way bout me?  I never intend ta create problems 4 ne1.
• Turnin lil thangs into big thangs also piss me off, whenever I say somethin dat is unnecessary, dey could "tell me" ta stop n I would b more den happy ta change da sub.  but I jus get dead silence from dem which is dem bein shady towards me.

  If 4 some reason, ne1 thinks I'm talkin bout dem, jus IM me bout it n confront me bout it.  It would jus piss me off if ne1 would jus b assumin dat I'm talkin bout him or her.