May 25, 2005 17:15
Not that I didn't already know it but I really do have the best friends a girl could ask for. Today I was going to go to the beach but I have to get our rings for graduation so I went to the broward mall w/ hali and tristen. we decided on a necklace instead with a B inside of a heart. We're just waiting for people to talk shit about us for it though. Too bad we don't care at all. Anyway, we went to Cosi for soup and salad and just sat there talking about everything and how we don't not like anyone anymore and we don't like being mean and we regret hurting people. So here, Natalie Oved: i'm sorry for not liking you because of something you did to not even me but my friend. I still think you're a good person. And Ashley Goodman: i have every right to not like you but im not going to be like that anymore. I'm sorry if i hurt you by the things I said and they were mainly out of anger. I don't really know you well but I know you have a lot to deal with and I hope you get through it learning some lessons and making yourself stronger. To the people that I used to be close with but have somehow drifted apart- i truly do apologize and even if we don't talk as much now or even at all the chances are i still remember you and every memory of our friendship. you still mean a lot to me and i won't forget you. But mainly my best friend Ali. It's true that you can never make old friends and I wouldnt want to. I can't imagine anyone in the world meaning to me what you do. Even if we don't hang out as often and are both preoccupied with different things I want you to know how much I love you. I don't think you realize how much you have changed my life nor how much I appreciate every little thing you have ever done to me. No matter what, no one will replace you and life without you just wouldnt be the same. Im hoping college doesn't make us drift farther, I've already let it drift so much. I regret everything ali, everything that I've done to hurt our friendship. I love you. I love everyone and I hope everyone grows up and realizes what and who is important in their lives.