i started at jamba juice today!

[n_fuckinstetter]

k so jonny took me on a date this saturday. it was pretty crazy. it was as much of a date as he could make it.. he paid, he was sweet, haha but jaycie drove. it was fun though with all of us. it gave jaycie a chance to see why i fell in love with the loser. ugh i'm just nervous. but otherwise things are great. i believe him when he tells me he loves me. i do. but i'm scared that he is only a kid who doesn't know a thing. i think i might be right, too. and that sucks that i have to be so much smarter than he. ;) well whatever. God's on my side and I'm a little smarter and stronger than before. so wish me luck.

in love and walking on egg shells,
nic.

happy bday mommie.