He see's everything in retrospect...

[n_d_k]

I'm trying hard to not slack off this week. Its my slow week. Next week i have a paper, and starting the week after i have exams. My last one is on the 16th, which means depending on what the plans are, i might be spending the 17th and 18th nursing a hangover. But yeah 1st semester's practically over, and i recently realized that i've pissed it all away. My marks in stats are decent, and accounting are up to par, but i've fucked myself in OB (my favorite coarse...) and Economics (my least favorite coarse), and i don't know how well i'm doing in comics. So thats why i need to play catch up this week, so that when finals kick in, its not going to be so impossible to study for them. I really have to nail all my finals, or i'm going to get kicked out of co-op. I fucking hate being on the line like this. I hate that I always have an excuse to slack off. I hate that other people have so much of an effect on me, or rather that i let them effect me so much. Why the fuck did i let myself fuck up this semester? Like what good has it done? I didn't study cause i was depressed, and then stayed depressed cause i was doing shitty in school. Like what the fuck.

Everyone's been getting on my nerves lately. I need to stop getting so pissed off. I'm sorry if i've been an asshole lately.

Oh, i watched that new Harry Potter movie... dont watch it unless your stoned off your ass, cause its not worth the money otherwise. Save that cash and got rent Hotel Rawanda.