suck.

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so i was over guys... it was weird because a wonderfull boy would be interested in me and i wouldnt care.. i was soooo content.. i was so set on the fact that i wanted to stay single and what not... it went on for like all summer... i would meet guys who would normally catch my eye and i would be interested in but i would faze it out because i could. i was sooooo happy.

then i meet this guy. how come he attracts me, and i want to spend time with him... but dammit, the bastard wont call me. this shit sucks. i hate this feeling and thats why i told myself i as over the whole boy thing, and now i feel like this and i hate it. why am i interested in him.. shit