Well
guess that i'm not as depressed as i thought i was, well i was but now i am not as depressed, i think it is what happened to me that changed how i am now, i was doing something in my room when i noticed a song i was playing on my computer, it said some stuff, that really changed my thoughts on depression, and other things, so yeah i need to feel better so i started playing a computer game, talked to guys on the game while trading items and stuff and that also made me feel better, so i am cured of the depression, weird, oh well.