I'm feeling kinda strange....
Not much to say. Life is going ok....but i feel like something is missing. I wish i knew what it was, but i can't quite put my finger on it. Gotta go to work at 6 for a whole 3 1/2 hours....wut pure faggotry! That's such a waste of time!! I wish i didn't have to go!! But i don't work again until Wed. That day i'm covering for Michael. He's a nice kid. I'm gonna have to get a second job though.....cus for about a month they won't have a shift for me....it blows. I hate being a seasonal employee!! So...i think i might check out Best Buy and any other place that won't be a "conflict of interest" for HT. It'll prolly be hard though to find a job that'll be ok with my lip.
I need a hug. I feel like snuggling.
I can't keep Max off my mind. I think about him all the time now....ok not all the time....but a large amount of time. I wish i didn't think about him. It makes me sad when i do. Wes is wonderful and all...he's so sweet and so caring and we get along PERFECTLY! Yet, for some reason i can't go a day without thinking about Max. Is this wierd? I wish things were better between he and I. So many times i've thought about calling him. But i don't. It's just a thought that comes and goes like the day, always certain to come back again...
It's so wierd to think about Max so much when Wes and I are doing so well!! Everyone who sees us together says that it's SOO obvious that we're happy together! And i am! I'm SOO happy being with him! And my mom is really starting to like him. Usually it takes my mom forever to like a guy that i date....she didn't used to like him very much when we first went out....but now, 3 yrs. later, she likes him alot! It's nice having my mom actually like a guy that i'm with right off the bat instead of taking 3 or 4 months to start liking them. So things are going really well with Wes and I. We hang out alot....not too much though, we go out and do things instead of sitting around watching movies all the time! And we both enjoy the same stuff! I'm SO happy with Wes. So why do i keep thinking about Max throughout the day? It's really becoming annoying cus it makes me bummed out.
*sigh* I don't know....i guess it doesn't matter that much as long as it doesn't affect my relationship with Wes.
Ok, so maybe i did have alot to say.....and i'll prolly have more later....but for now, i'm gonna eat, finish doing laundry, and take a shower b4 work.
I need a hug. I feel like snuggling.
I can't keep Max off my mind. I think about him all the time now....ok not all the time....but a large amount of time. I wish i didn't think about him. It makes me sad when i do. Wes is wonderful and all...he's so sweet and so caring and we get along PERFECTLY! Yet, for some reason i can't go a day without thinking about Max. Is this wierd? I wish things were better between he and I. So many times i've thought about calling him. But i don't. It's just a thought that comes and goes like the day, always certain to come back again...
It's so wierd to think about Max so much when Wes and I are doing so well!! Everyone who sees us together says that it's SOO obvious that we're happy together! And i am! I'm SOO happy being with him! And my mom is really starting to like him. Usually it takes my mom forever to like a guy that i date....she didn't used to like him very much when we first went out....but now, 3 yrs. later, she likes him alot! It's nice having my mom actually like a guy that i'm with right off the bat instead of taking 3 or 4 months to start liking them. So things are going really well with Wes and I. We hang out alot....not too much though, we go out and do things instead of sitting around watching movies all the time! And we both enjoy the same stuff! I'm SO happy with Wes. So why do i keep thinking about Max throughout the day? It's really becoming annoying cus it makes me bummed out.
*sigh* I don't know....i guess it doesn't matter that much as long as it doesn't affect my relationship with Wes.
Ok, so maybe i did have alot to say.....and i'll prolly have more later....but for now, i'm gonna eat, finish doing laundry, and take a shower b4 work.