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things

Dec 04, 2005 23:11

things have been things.

ive been working really hard for the past week, and i really havent had time to update, or do much of anything for that matter. Today i worked. woke up, picked up lorraine, went to the store...bitched about jim...obv. ran the torney... ed was a little stressed when i got here. and sacked for a while. things were fine until one kid decided he was just going to keep puking in front of everyone. how nice... i cleaned it up, and he just went back to eating pizza, drinking soda, being an idiot. and pukes all over again.. in front of all the guys back here...mind you on sundays i have about 50 kids back here for yugioh, and chuck has about 70 for magic... it was awful... how gross... so i got back to cleaning vomit on carpet again...FUN! worked. and the rest of the night went by kinda fast.

yesterday was fairly uneventful. work again... stayed after spend some time with my friends... which was nice. i havent really been doing so that often lately. got home passed out.

Friday i had the day off. and was not a fun day. i really planned about a month ago to be in syracuse for it bieng Dec. 2nd. and i really wanted to do something sweet for Elise. I had a really nice ring i got for her and i was going to show up with a picnic basket and have a good evening....instead i played poker all day, sore from going to the gym all week. Tomarrow is legs. i got to pick up ed after court and go tomorrow. having a car is great, with not having to take the bus back and forth to work i basicly just found 3 new hours in the day. so me, bo and ed are going to the gym 4 times a week, and i put together a fitness plan.. its feels great to be lifting wieghts all the time again.. and bieng able to do all the different machines.

so i pokered all dayt. i cannot wait until i get this money set aside for elise... I have been working my ass off to put it together. and it would be nice to be able to keep a promise for her for once... maybe she will see that i really have been like i said i have been. and that it hasent just all been because we split up.. i really want her to know that she was cared about. and i really started to get my shit together. i only wish i could do something you know??? I just feel like driving down there and seeing her and taking her out to dinner and going for a walk, talking and flowers, smiles, her eyes.... but i dont want to smother her. im not sure exactly what to do. i know she is really busy with school and all, and has her big presentation tomarrow. so i have been concentrating on putting the money together i owe her. i dont think that most guys would do that after spliting up, but thats not me.. she deserves what i owe her. i even got her socks with lady bugs that i have owed her for about 4.5 years now.

anyways, i have a long day tomorrow. hopefully it goes cool...
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