Oct 28, 2005 02:25
So, all in all i guess things are going to be ok..
its the first time i have thought that in a long long time. Things have just been going well. I almost dont know how to deal with that. heh. I got a new computer. it looks like i might be getting my drivers licence sooner than i thought. I got a raise at work. ive been saving some money. Ive lost alot of wieght. My hair looks great! hahaha. ;). work has been really good.
ive been very lonely though. very lonely. Ive been spending my nights outside, smokeing, thinking about how things will be a year from now. everything is going to change. and its exciting...im looking foward to it. but it just makes everything i do day to day seem so trivial. it sounds lame. but my life is going to be turned inside out. its just alot.
It sucks that i have to put off my poker buy in because of car issues. but i will be excited to drive again. i really should be playing poker these nights. i dont know.