my life needs more time to heal

Nov 08, 2009 17:39


Hello there!
Nice to see you here reading my oh so not updated blog.
Anyway, this is why you're here right?
To read whatever I have for the day?
And comment if you feel like commenting or what not?
Yeah.... so... here I go...
Gah! I'll stop with the right punctuational grammar whateverness.

Okay first off..
I've gotten myself into a lot of things lately and they are pretty much overlapping with one another.
I don't work or anything like that.
But I do work at home.
As what you may ask?
As my nephew's babysitter.
My schedule starts as this..
Wake up and get ready
Take my sister to work
Go to my nephew's school and wait for half an hour til it's time to pick him up
I'm usually one of the first five people to arrive
Wait in the car
Nap if I could or just wait in the car staring at whatever's in the area
You know. the normal stuff.
Trees, plants, buildings, cars, etc
So I pick up Jaiden(Nephew)
He throws a tantrum about putting his seatbelt and we stay in the parking lot until he's fully seated.
That takes about ten to half an hour
Then I get a phone call from mother asking to buy her some papaya for her patient.
As if I'm not having a hard time already as it is
If he's being bad we don't buy, but if he's good, we do and we end up getting things we shouldn't be getting cause he wants this and that =_=
We go home, try to get him to eat, but he just runs around the house making a mess because he likes to mess with me.
So I turn on the tv to his favorite show
I've seen like the same episode over and over
Go online before I do the house chores
Wash the dishes before the parents gets home
Then just stay on the couch and make sure the boy is behaving and trying not to fall asleep
When the parents get home, I sleep xD
Sometimes I don't because they start telling me to do this and that
Although I've already done then
It gets really annoying because they tell me even when I'm eating or doing something else.
I mean come one, I'm only one human here.
So jaiden makes a lot of mess
What do I do clean all that up.
Let's skip to many hours later
His parents come home.
Yay right?
Wrong!
They do whatever they wanna do.
They go to sleep instead of taking over
They make a lot of mess too
And who cleans it up?
Me!
Some parents they are.
I'm the one who gets in trouble for their mess too.
Even If I run to my room right after they come home.
I just avoid as much as I can just to stay away from my sister
I can't stand her
All she does is complain about everything
She complains about paying me
She complains that I don't do anything around the house
What's the to complain?
I'm already the one getting in trouble for their mess
They don't clean even
And they complain?
I always hear her complain about how she doesn't wanna live in the house anymore and all that stuff
If she's gonna do that, might as well do it
She doesn't do anything anyway
I stopped playing my game cause of her
I stopped doing things I wanna do cause of her
My life is like nothing with her around.
I love her and all but I also hate her
She's my one true enemy in this world
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