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i feel like i should give up on you. see the thing is, i don't know many people around here due to the fact that i have spent the last five years in maine. there are a lot of people around that i used to consider friends, but its hard to just pick up where things left off. So the few people who i have actually been able to keep a friendship going with are the people i turn to when i want to get out of the house, when i need human contact. you are one of those people. or you were. or i thought you were. every time i have ever waited on you, or planned with you, or believed you when you said we were friends and that you couldn't wait to hang out with me, i have been left holding the bag. maybe i was wrong the whole time. I hope not.