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1. I eat pork again.
2. I went out to dinner with my ex.
3. I went on a date with my new boy who we are labeling as a "nothing." Which is the complicated yet simple way to say that we are not dating because I am too determined to call myself free.
4. I am more than likely going to tallahassee this weekend to be with two of my favorite boys on the planet. To feel grounded. To feel loved, unconditionally.
5. Chang makes the best soup's ever.
6. Chang writes me the best cards ever.
7. I did nothing for halloween since I worked 7-3 thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, monday.
8. I have breakdowns.
9. I talked to my parents on webcam and felt better about aforementioned breakdowns.
10. I miss my parents more than anything.
11. I have not done "nothing" since I was two and a half. Started school at 2 1/2 years old. I have been in school every year since, have done something every summer (including school) and haven't done nothing ever. I need some nothing. I need to do nothing, I need to feel nothing, I need to think nothing. [this will be my future explaination for any mistakes I have or will make in the next 12months.]
12. My tattoos are almost completely healed, which will be nice since it itches like a mofo.
13. "the prettiest thing I ever did see was lightening from the top of a cloud moving through the dark a million miles an hour with somewhere to be. So why does it seem, like a picture hanging up on someone else's wall Lately I haven't been myself at all, It's heavy on my mind"-Norah Jones
14. I love my room mates.
15. I NEED TO TELEPORT.