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So basically i've decided i dont like alot of people anymore. Just the type of people they are makes me not want to be around them or share any of my feelings with them. Everything has been so hectic lately and all i want to do is make everything stop. I wish things could be easier in life but i know it never will be. I should get things together and actually try. I should be a better friend, a better sister and most of all a better daughter. I have caused so much and I'm honestly sorry for it. I wish everyone could and do forgive me and i hope they accept this apology. I love a various amount of you but a select few who know who they are should know they mean the world to me. Things may not be going right for me, or for you but you cant give up. Im tired of giving up. I want to be able to live and be able to love the people i want. I want to be able to smile a genuine smile when i see people. I want for people to know i do care and that im not as heartless as some say i am. I have been and always will be here for anyone who needs me. Anytime. I will always be here. I care I hope you all know that<3