Insanity's Lonely Song

[n3llyg1rl83]

take me away, far away
I dont ever want to
have to feel again.
I dont want to die
I dont want to feel
Feeling means hurting,
and hurting is pain.
Pain that burns deep
into my heart, and doesnt let go.
I feel insanity's ice cold clutches
latched onto my life.
I dont know what Im doing anymore
everyone feels it.
This anguish that tears away at your mind,
It doesnt let you rest in peace.
I need a solace, a place to
Rest my weary head,
My head thats throbbing with this
Anger, this resentment
Singing tearful songs of sorrow
drowning in my sin
I can no longer seperate
Whats today, and whens tomorrow?
This insanity is taking hold
Of all thats left of me
A shell of what I once
Thought I might be
I cant seem to find a place
Where I can be alone, yet not be so lonely
Ive retreated to a dark corner
Cobwebbed and full of dust
I havent been here for awhile
But yet I know that at one time I must
For I remember the smell
Of aching burning breathing death
It reaks of hate and despair
I seem to have lost my way
Im traveling this road to insanity
Alone yet Im being followed
I long to fly
Rest upon a cloud
Where soon no one will find me
I will be lost forever
Trapped within this sorrowful song
A wind in the trees
A forgotten melody
This insanity is making me
Forget this pain the burning misery...
go....
Leave me here, alone to forget....