Oct 05, 2008 00:05
Expecting Isabel Closes Sunday October 5th.
I had an AMAZING time working on it- but I am really happy that it is closing. I am so exhausted right now and feel a few steps behind with everything... Laundry, Practicing, working out, SLEEP, socializing, getting my career started, dancing, music skills, accademic classes, reading, monologues, cleaning... etc
So yea things are a little exhausting and chaotic- but it's a great time.
I should be heading back home to NYC this coming friday- too excited!!! I need everything that the city has for me!
I need to get a lot of errands done while i'm there- i'm sad that it is only for a weekend trip- but much better then nothing!!!
I hope hoping that right when this show closes I'll be hitting the pavement running and be getting ahead on all these things. I'm hoping that most regular blogging will help me stay on track with things as oppose to distracting me from things.
I think the worst part about the computer currently is that my default habit for when i get home is that I automatically check my e-mail and facebook right away... and i usually stay on facebook waiting for more and more updates- and that doesn't get my anywhere. so i'm hoping that getting myself into another habit will help break those old ones.
And writing down everything that I have to do will definitely help me see what i need to get done in my life. It'll be a lot but I really think I will be able to handle it.
It has just been so long since I have had a legit full out show that I have worked on. I was fortunate enough to have Godspell last spring to perform in. And I have had some amazing training but it's rough when you can't apply it right away. The worst part is that I'm not auditioning nearly enough- i can't get any work if i don't audition for it.
I always knew that nothing would ever just fall into my lap- but sometimes things are much harder then i anticipated.
Like finding the time AND place to practice is really really tricky. Also finding time just to myself is really tricky too.
So I'm gonna do my best to keep working hard and pressing on.
Philly I am hoping will be a better springboard for my career. Well I guess it's time to do a million and one things... but right now i think that number one is SLEEP :-)