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Man im so confused. Brian gave me 3 cd's for xmas today, and its weird cause all the songs have to do with sex and stuff, and its just confusing.. cause i've liked him forever and stuff.. Oh well.. never gonna happen. same thing with amund, and nick, and all the guys i've ever liked. I think im just gonna be alone for a long.. long... long time. it makes me kinda sad too, cause like... i just realized.. there's 3 main relationships in my life. Nick, Joe, and Eric. and all of them ended badly for me.. so whats with me? i know i write this and ask this a lot, but i mean... there has to be something wrong with me.. it cant be everyone else all the time, you know? and i know half of you are just gonna be all 'get over it, its the past' and i try, and i think i am then i think harder, and i realize.. that im not.. anyway, im thinking about going back to bed.. long day at work.. and im really tired.