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I am a complete mess right now. I havent stopped crying since I got home from school. The past 2 days I was thinking that there might be hope, that maybe he just needed some time by himself like he said, but right now I feel like I've lost him forever, like he is never going to want me back. I cant stand this. I hate not knowing what hes feeling. I hate not knowing if this was because he got interested in another girl. I thought I had that question answered, I convinced myself that that wasnt the case, but I'm starting to think otherwise. I dont want to get over him yet, I dont want to look pathetic either. I cant do this. I cant. I am at the start of an emotional breakdown. Everything reminds me of him. I cant do this.......I wish I could hit the fast forward button.
"Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same"
This is his horoscope for today:
Old problems can be tricky. On the one hand, you should learn how to forget the past and move on. But on the other hand, if you don't learn your lessons from what has happened already, you are doomed to repeat some unpleasant patterns. The decision about how to tackle past mistakes will be made for you today, when a new opportunity comes along. There will be a time crunch, so you won't have a lot of time to mull it over. Jump ahead and don't look back.
Doesnt look good for me...
"Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same"
This is his horoscope for today:
Old problems can be tricky. On the one hand, you should learn how to forget the past and move on. But on the other hand, if you don't learn your lessons from what has happened already, you are doomed to repeat some unpleasant patterns. The decision about how to tackle past mistakes will be made for you today, when a new opportunity comes along. There will be a time crunch, so you won't have a lot of time to mull it over. Jump ahead and don't look back.
Doesnt look good for me...