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[n0t_your_star]

i hate loving someone so much.
i hate knowing that the one i love so much is out loving someone else.
i hate being the girl he cheats on all of his girlfriends with
i hate the fact that i can never be his girlfriend
i hate seeing him and his girlfriend together
i hate how we are just best friends
i hate it when he tells me he loves me

i love him
i love each and every moment we share
i love hugging him
i love him holding me telling me everythings going to be okay
i love it when he calls me baby
i love getting fone calls at 1AM just to say goodnight
i love looking into his eyes
i love when he kisses me on the forhead
i love the way he smells
i love sneaking into his house
i love laying beside him
i love his kisses... his soft lips
i love his intelligence

i could go on forever with reasons why i love him.... i just wish i knew the right thing for me to do.