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Okay so...i can't help it... i can't control it... i never deny it... i don't want to... i can't... and most of all i can't let go... she's the only person in my life that every time i'm around her i just want to be as close as possible to... and hug her and hold her and just never let her go... she's the only person that can make me feel this incredibly insecure... i know that life goes on and people move on to greater things and whatnot but damn... i never stopped wanting her in my life... i also know that i can't undo things or redo or whatever but i wish things were different so that i could give it another shot... most of all i desire for her to be happy... not just any kind of happy though... i'm talking birds chirping, sun shinning, waking up with a smile on her face every single solitary morning of her life HAPPY... i'm not talking just the people whom she chooses to be with or the company she finds herself in, but im talking like the fullfillment of her heart happy...
GOD I'M pathetic... after all this time, i still can't get over her... what's my deal
I would really like to hang out with you before I leave on Monday... you said you had sat. and sun. off... so do i... please, lets make this happen!
GOD I'M pathetic... after all this time, i still can't get over her... what's my deal
I would really like to hang out with you before I leave on Monday... you said you had sat. and sun. off... so do i... please, lets make this happen!