You don't seem to realise;; I can do this on my own & If I fall I'll take it all
Are you swimming up stream, in oceans of blue? Do you feel like your sinking? Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through? I know what you're thinking. When you can't take it. You can make it. Sometime soon you’ll see it. Just take each step one day at a time; you can't loose your spirit. Live and let live forget and forgive. It's all how you see it. Keep it together
I’m a big believer in the saying “time heals all pain”. That’s great and all. But what are we meant to do in the meantime? Just feel crap? Just wait for someone to come along and make us happy again? That’s all we really rely on. Other people. We rely on them to put a smile on our face. Basically, I guess our lives are based on other people. But why? This is you! Why do you have to live for someone else? Why do you need a meaning other than yourself? I don’t want to sound vain or selfish but this is the reason people are vulnerable, because they rely on other people.
I wish I didn’t feel this way.
I wish he didn’t break me into a million pieces
I wish I never kissed him
I wish I never met him
I guess I can keep wishing all night. Its not really going to do anything for me. Iv got to take a deep breath, count to ten and realise, this is just another speed bump on the road. A process of education. A lesson. What I have just been through and what I have just experienced showed the amount of strength I have within me. I mean sure, I don’t trust people as easily as I did. But he didn’t get the best of me. And that’s the important thing.
Next time your sky turns grey - Pick yourself up, take another look. Dust yourself off.
Life's too good.