man i hate staying home all day it makes me sad....
so tomorrows v-day and i am left stranded with out anyone or a crush what a time to get over guys? i like one guy but i don't even see him regularly i talk to him on v-day though ... i've never had someone on v-day not a crush or anything i remember in elementary they had those candy grams and everyone got one except me... i sent all the people i thought wouldn't get one some so they would... i never get them its kinda sad now that i think about it -shrug- i am to emo for this! (lol)
my mom just makes me want to cry sometime the way she judges before she knows anything... we are moving soon and i am gonna get a pig but i wanted it to be a house pet in place of the dog but no... she has no idea shes never been around animals like i have pgmy pigs are so often and then she got on the topic of my wallet mary mailed htat never camed and duh duh duh.... she just i dunno... i try to socialize with her but ever since she started colledge shes been a real.... something.....
my day wasn't so great i hate staying home all day.... i need some chinese food and a frap maybe cheese cake... that will get me through this...... i am to emo for valentines (right billy)
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