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yes! this week is almost done! even though it was only 4 days, it seemed like a month. maybe just cause this week was horrible, like seriously it was a really depressing week for me. so, i figured out im basically just a "school friend" or thats what it seems like to me, i hate it. i want to move away. i hate it here. people say "im here for ya mere"..but then really they dont give a shit! just pisses me off. and people know when im down, but i guess they just dont seem to care. well thanks for trying. im really sad and i wish i could just be happy! but its hard when i have all these like feelings built up, i just have to get them out. i just dont get how i try soo hard to be included and try to be such a good friend, and then people just put ya down and talk to you at school and then on weekends are like yah forget you. just makes me sad how friends can make you feel at times. like you need them soo bad..and then they just arent there for you! no one is.
-mere
-mere