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Being a workaholic was easier.
I miss feeling devoted to a cause.
No matter how hollow the cause.
I grew and gained alot as a person due to Waitr
But I didn't gain anything outside of me.
The co-working friendships were light and fun but lacking substance.
No one has reached out in the time I've been gone or back.
Side of workaholism - you don't have time for anyone else.
I'm feeling incredibly lonely during this phase. And functionally depressed.
I don't have a tether. And nothing has flavor.
Time to see if I can overcome this for today.