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Also a quick aside...
Shannon read a few of these entries
Which lead to a miniature conversation on William
Which caused no spark of jealousy or worry.
It is bewilderingly lovely to have a partner
Who I can share with without fear of consequences.
I know I don't write much about us.
Mostly just broad, sweeping sentiments.
It's part greed. Part hermitage.
Part unfounded paranoia of jinxing matters.
But mostly, I don't feel the need to write
Because there will never be a time I forget
This. Him. Us.
Even if we end up separating down the path
I will always know, remember, and treasure
How easy, simple, soothing, beautiful I am to him.
We do not struggle. There is no battle.
The incidents, annoyances are rare
And always almost immediately made up for.
I have my peace.
I have my home.
I have my center.
Shannon read a few of these entries
Which lead to a miniature conversation on William
Which caused no spark of jealousy or worry.
It is bewilderingly lovely to have a partner
Who I can share with without fear of consequences.
I know I don't write much about us.
Mostly just broad, sweeping sentiments.
It's part greed. Part hermitage.
Part unfounded paranoia of jinxing matters.
But mostly, I don't feel the need to write
Because there will never be a time I forget
This. Him. Us.
Even if we end up separating down the path
I will always know, remember, and treasure
How easy, simple, soothing, beautiful I am to him.
We do not struggle. There is no battle.
The incidents, annoyances are rare
And always almost immediately made up for.
I have my peace.
I have my home.
I have my center.